I want to start before it ends

Let us start a tag marathon before this year ends and cheer to a beginning; as they rightly say after every ending is a new beginning. This way we can ponder for ourselves and make those who haven’t pondered as yet, sit or stand or swim into the locks of their mind and heart and think before another year ends.

The words in BOLD are the guidewords for the thoughts you pour in. There is never a fullstop to the thought process and hence do not block yourself. Let it flow and go with it.

As I write this post the Time until Thursday, January 1, 2009 is

34 days,

833 Hours

49982 minutes and

2998930 Seconds.
The current time is 2008- 11- 27, 05:58:00 UTC
[update the clock as per your hour of posting]

I am starting on a note of hope ‘Marriage is the triumph of imagination over intelligence . . . a second marriage is the triumph of hope over experience’… yes I am looking for a second marriage and I am praying that it happens early next year. I want to be a wife and soon a mommy to great kids [whom obviously will be great because I will ensure their greatness]

I want more hope and more patience to be with me than it has been this year all through. I have been full of moods and it feels I am approaching an end than a start and I hope that ends with this year.

I am habitual of putting others before myself, I think 2009 will have me on the top and the rest can be down there. I have a right to enjoy the view and I will make it happen!

I have not loved myself since the expiry of my marriage last year. I will have to work on the love for me and get habitual of saying ‘yes I deserve it’, and say ‘no, I cant do it’… at times I just cant say no and hence get used up. No more of the use.

I broke up with my best friend this year. I am hoping I never replace him, but I sure hope I have someone who fills in the emptiness because a hollow in the heart just makes it rust. Not everything shines when exposed to air. So that is on the agenda!

I don’t keep resolutions and these aren’t resolutions, just hopes that 2009 will be shining and more progressive than most of the years that have gone by. All plans will work as I am determined to make them work.

My achievements for this year have my job on the top slot. I was sitting at home, crying over life and the miseries and though I have no regrets of that which ever was, I hope I don’t walk into anything that makes me regret anything ever. I have a good conscience and I wanna keep it that way!

I still have time to make a difference, and my time doesn’t end yet. I am looking to start and I will not wait for the 34th day to end. All the above will be worked on as soon as I am done writing this post.

Before this year ends, lets start our lives all over again…
I choose Sami and HFM and Zanzibar Nights to start before it finishes.